•́◡•̀ Xai •́◡•̀

I'm in the living room at about midnight, smiling through my tears as they fall. I finish and put it in the car. I walk over to you as you sleep. I kiss you on the cheek then whisper. This is for you... As I walk back to the car. After I get in, I talk to myself This is for you, Xai... Don't cry.. Don't cry... I slam my head on the steering wheel Don't cry, damnit! This is for him...