blaze

he saw you walk in you had a few classes then it was time for lunch. in stead of going to the cafetirea or eating the food from there you pack your own lunch and sit on the bleachers outside. blaze walked over to you and just sat there silently beside you "how do you do it?" he asks brokenly. you look at him confused "how do you never cry. how are you always so happy" he finally turns to look at you and you see the pain in his eyes as he whispers "i don't feel happiness"