find it.help me

Intro they find my diary the thing whrite into it are real pls help me it dousnt fit so i whrite the rest here day 37 my hallucinating is getting worse and the house is ha unted i think i heard a glass fell and i check and a glass was on the ground and in it its dryed coffe theres a prodlem i didnt brink coffe or my mom ar dad or my 2 brothers idc how it got there but am still halluc inate this is getting worse "i got a gaurdien engel" when i say that a sound comes from the house idk whats going on i heard a light turn on and theres no light on day july 23 Wednesday am getting scared am waiting for july 30 its my birtday but its getting worse i see black figures and come times i heard noises a nosie that bisturds you my sanaty is low i think or theres a houted gaurdien engel in this house idk but i can run 30 phm i think i got mutanted this is from turkey İstanbul and i heard a plastik can fall i think its from the wind becose its in the roof and i am at 5'th floor feel my soul shake i think am high but its not posible becose its always there staring at me... i heard someone blow his nose in the toilet but theres 2 toilets one on the stairs one close to my brothers Doors both toilet are close but one on the stairs i heard is and i start to hear something that are not there i think am going crazy its been 91 days and am still crazy i swear i heard noises in night and saw fases i think i am crazy... i swear i saw a sk ull in the neighborhood i think that the sorse i smash it but its still there i always hear a guy talking low growling like its kinda workse...i heard statick but 2 of the tvs are not on date: july 23 Wednesday country:turkey city:istanbul