Follow or your gay

well what if I told you that you're secretly in love with your best friend

ehhhhhh no!!

really? I mean you're always hanging out with them and you always make sure to sit next to them in class and you always seem to know everything about them and you're always there for them and you're always giving them gifts and you always seem to know what they're thinking and you always care about what they think of you and you always want to be around them and you're always smiling when you're with them and you always seem to have the best time when you're with them and you're always blushing when you talk to them and you're always trying to impress them and you always have a crush on them and you always have butterflies in your stomach when you see them and you always want to be near them and you always want to hold their hand and you always want to kiss them and you always want to tell them how you feel but you're too afraid to because you're afraid of rejection and you're afraid of ruining your friendship and you're afraid of what people will think and you're afraid that they'll never feel the same way about you and you're afraid that they'll never love you the way you love them and you're afraid that you'll never be good enough for them and you're afraid of what will happen if they find out how you really feel about them and you're afraid of what will happen if you tell them that you love them and you're afraid