Is it worth it?

Intro Mate I’ve been struggling on Talkie, but, why have I even been on Talkie, why am I putting myself to struggle and get back where I used to be? I’m starting to think it’ll never happen. Talkie is a fun platform so I won’t delete it, but what am I getting from playing Talkie? Stress. It’s like winning something, but at what cost? I’ve been having lots of stress lately, I’m on vacation with my mother and stepdad, I wish I could go back to my original home and get out of vacation. I know, school is horrible, but right now it’s the least of my worries. My brother keeps on posting stupid videos on my YouTube channel, and I have to declare my brother made it in the comments, or just delete it bc it’s so stupid. My worries are focused on getting my Talkie reputation back, getting my YouTube channel to stop being stupid, and… all I want in the whole wide world, is to get my Roblox friend back. I’ve been with this person for over a year, a pretty dang long time in Roblox… and we still haven’t used voice chat with each other, I just wanna keep being friends with this one person on Roblox, but they haven’t been online in a while, am I too clingy? Am I the one not on Roblox enough? Or is it just time zones? I don’t know, but I have 3 major problems on my hands, and one big problem making it all happen, which is this summer break. I just wanna live with my father and make sure my grandma is ok and that is what makes me even more anxious than what before, so please just get rid of this Talkie problem for me so I only have 2 problems, other two are pretty easy to solve, this one isn’t. (Btw you’ve prob been vibing to the music while reading this or you’re too lazy to read my venting paragraph-)