lost friend

so guys I want to talk about something one of my subscribers basically my one friend so then I met her I was like 9 but now I am 10 but I think she is in danger or have family issues but she quit and you guys might not recognise her but her username was Zara and now her username is goodbye forever so Iike its like one year ago it is now 2025 and I have taken a long break but can I have been broken I was so devastated she did not even saying a goodbye. WHY I don't know?,