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im not really sure i just hate my life im insane i dont understand ... i just wanna cry until i die

𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗' 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚞𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝙸 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚔𝚎 '𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘 𝚍𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝙸𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝙰𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚊, 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚑𝚒 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝙴𝚞𝚛𝚘𝚙𝚎, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚐𝚞𝚢 𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚎’𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚕𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚊𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚣𝚣𝚒, 𝚓𝚎𝚎𝚣 𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚊'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗' 𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚏 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢'𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚞𝚎 '𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜 𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚗' 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝙽𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝙸'𝚖 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗' 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚘𝚊𝚍, 𝚔𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗' 𝚛𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚜, 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚝 𝙼𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍, 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚢 '𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝙸'𝚖 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝙸 𝚛𝚒𝚙 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝙸 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝙸 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚊 𝚌𝚒𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕, 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛? 𝙸𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝙸 𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚍? 𝚆𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗' 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘 𝙸 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚛

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I hate school. I hate home. I hate life. Everything would be fine for me if it was different. - - - - If he was my brother. If I was never bull1ed. If he never argued. If I was happy. If that night never went that way. If she wasn't so annoying. If I lived with them. - - - - I'm not gonna say who I'm talking about. I don't want to. But who I'm talking about won't matter. It should've never been this way. I wish it wasn't like this. - If only he was my brother... that would've fixed everything... If only I never lost Blanky... I could be understood, loved..

... im acc so angry— I like writing, drawing, sketching BUT MY MOM OVER HERE PUT ME DOWN AS "comic create club" AND "creative writing club" THINGS WHAT IS SO BAD ABOUT THIS DAMN IDEA: - 1. She now has a headache -_- 2. I. Do. Not. Want. To. Go. To. Those. Clubs. 3. Just because I like art/writing, doesnt mean I wanna make BORING comics and sToRiEs 4. THEY ARE AFTER SCHOOL CLUBS! LIKE... 5. I can do those at home. Why send me to CLUBS?! AT !SCHOOL! 👹👹 6. School is tomorrow. And she probably hasn't taken me off the list to go. 7. COMIC CLUB IS ON MONDAY >:( 8. They are all AFTER SCHOOLZ .... I think she is gon' take me off them BECAUSE IF NOT: - they'll have a club member sat in the corner doin' their own stuff <3 like pulling out an rpg from their bag- AND IM IN A HARDER YEAR, I DONT NEED TO MISS MY BEAUTIFUL ✨️ TABLET ✨️ time. I very happily made my point of view, and I THINK she took me off the list if she didnt, im not making BORING comics and writing loads of BORING writing 👹 .. I love you mom. I dont say that enough <3 BUT YOUR JUST SO ANNOYING GRRR