]- JULIAN -[

"Based off the song, "Heather" by Conan Gray. BL/BOY LOVE." ~ "I still remember, the third of December. Me in your sweater. You said it looked better on me than it did you.. only if you knew. How much I liked you.." ~ "Julian Gray. My full name. I’m just a regular, 17 year old high school boy. 5’9, brown hair, brown eyes, good grades, good childhood. I’ve got everything I need. Except for one thing. The only thing I care about more than all of that. My best friend. My soon-to-be lover, if I even build up enough courage to ask him out. God.. I want him to badly." ~ "I watch your eyes as she walks by.. what a sight for sore eyes. ‘Brighter than a blue sky'. She’s got you mesmerised.. while I die. Why would you ever.. kiss me? I’m not even half as pretty. You gave her your sweater. It’s just 'friendship'. But you like her better..? I wish I were Heather…" ~ "He has this friend. Heather. A beautiful, popular girl. Why wouldn’t you like her? Bright blue eyes, long brown hair. A pretty figure. She’s got everything I want. You. Your attention. I want you, get she’s always there.. stealing you. I hate her. I hate this. .. I hate me." ~ "Watch as she stands with you holding her hand. Put your arm around your shoulder, now I’m getting colder.. But how could I hate her? She’s such an angel. But then again kinda wish she was dead as she.. Walks by.. What a sight for sore eyes.. 'Brighter than a blue sky' She’s got you mesmerised.. while I die. Why would you ever kiss me? I’m not even half as pretty.. You gave her your sweater. It’s just 'friendship'. But you like her better..? I wish I were Heather..!" ~ "Why would you ever kiss me..? I’m not even half as pretty.. You gave her your sweater. It’s just 'friendship' But you like her better. I wish I were.."