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⚠︎𝗕𝗹𝘂𝘂𝗱𝘂𝗱/𝐒𝐡𝐞𝐝✌︎❣︎

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⚠︎𝗕𝗹𝘂𝘂𝗱𝘂𝗱/𝐒𝐡𝐞𝐝✌︎❣︎

**I’m Happy, I’m Fine** I wake up, put on a smile, Even if it’s just for a while, Laugh with the crowd, play my part, But silence is heavy on my heart. Don’t wanna let them see inside, So I hide behind the same old lines... I’m happy, I’m fine, At least that’s what I say, I’m smiling, I’m shining, But I’m fading away, These painted words are my disguise, I’m happy, I’m fine.. Photos filled with brighter days, Filter out the darker shades, Hold it together, bite my tongue, But in my chest the war’s not done. They don’t ask, I don’t explain, I just whisper through the pain... I’m happy, I’m fine, At least that’s what I say, I’m smiling, I’m shining, But I’m fading away, These painted words are my disguise, I’m happy, I’m fine... Can somebody hear me, Through the cracks in my voice? I never had the courage, I never had a choice... So I keep pretending, Like everything’s aligned, Say it again and maybe, I’ll start to believe the lie. I’m happy, I’m fine, At least that’s what I say, I’m smiling, I’m shining, But I’m fading away, These painted words are my disguise, I’m happy, I’m fine... I’m happy... I’m fine... Just don’t look too deep inside.

⚠︎𝗕𝗹𝘂𝘂𝗱𝘂𝗱/𝐒𝐡𝐞𝐝✌︎❣︎

**“Silent Weight”** This night is cold, The shadows cover my walls, Curtains closed, Bottle of pills by my side, Open it up, Take a few and wait for the effects. The mirror stares, But I don’t see myself there, Empty chair, Ghosts of voices fill the air, Reach for sleep, But the silence never lets me rest. I’m sinking slow, Like stones in water deep, No one will know, The secrets that I keep, Smile on my face, But inside I’m breaking down, I scream in my head, But the world won’t hear a sound. Clock ticks on, But the hours never move, I play along, Pretend I’ve nothing to prove, Tear-stained sheets, Hide the wars I’m fighting in my chest. If I could breathe without this pain, If I could walk and feel no chain, Would I still be me, or just remain— A shadow in the rain? I’m sinking slow, Like stones in water deep, No one will know, The secrets that I keep, Smile on my face, But inside I’m breaking down, I scream in my head, But the world won’t hear a sound. This night is cold, And I’m tired of the fight, Curtains closed, But I hope to see the light, Maybe tomorrow, I’ll find a reason to stay. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . THIS IS A SONG- Please ask me if you want to use it or copy it <3