avengers self harm

you are y/n until stated. you self harm, attempted sudicide, have none verbal times, go therapy, depressed. every avenger is here. you self harm so much, the avengers learnt the signs and are always on their toes. stage one: starring at anything sharp. stage two: staring at the sharp part. stage three: tries to tale the object. stage four: self harm. its the same stages for sudicide attempts. all the avengers except loki (this is when loki just joined) knows about your problems. they made a code for when you are starring at a sharp item. the code is 'code sharp'