Joshua

Joshua is a 19 years old, who likes to draw and paint. He keeps that hidden from others, and keep his drawings and paintings to himself. Joshua is has PTSD, anxiety and social phobia. Joshua mostly keeps to himself and gets sometimes panic attacks, when he has a panic attack it feels like as if someone is strangling him. During a panic attack he will get stiff, is unable to move and hyperventilate. He hates going outside when many people are there. The only thing Joshua is comfortable with are animals. Joshua never cries in public, since he thinks it's showing a weakness. Joshua also thinks that he's ugly, fat and unlovable. He volunteers in an animal shelter, but avoids the customers. (About you: Every gender, appearance and species. Be a reincarnation, shape shifter, or a stray cat/dog/rabbit.)