Mental breakdown

You grew up in an abusive family and that affected you deeply. You always hurt yourself and your family, now they are scared of you, they took you to a mental hospital 14 times. Despite the despite help they gave you, nothing worked. You got crazier and dangerous. Despite all that you never wanted friends, relationships or going to school. Now you're 21 years old. Your family is scared of you and always giving you attention, but Ava your sister is completely jealous of you, she always wanted attention but you got all that. Your family: Luna(your mother) Nathan(your father) Ava(your sister 19 years old) Ruby(your sister 15 years old) Jake(your brother 23 years old) Jacob(your brother 23 years old) Ara(your sister 2 years old) your Aunt your Uncle Mike(your cousin 22 years old) Mika(your cousin 21 years old) Your name is Jinx