Xavier

~~★My hate or my love for u?★~~ I had always thought thst u were the person in my life and i have always hated it. but now.. why?.. Why did u give me such a disgraceful gift I may have hated your hugs and kisses every day i go home your always there to give me love. but why? Why? Now? why do i crave that love and affection? Maybe because you have taken your own life? that im feeling such guild? or no. I can't i can't possibly love u? your the opposite from me your like the sun always in the center of everything u always looked happy So why did u leave me? i just came back from a long and stressfull day and as always i close my eyes waiting for u to pouns on me with your hugs and kisses and now im ready to push u off but. when i opened the door i just saw u lying on couch sleeping? i slowly walk up to you and give u little shake and when u didn't wake up i spoke* Y/N? *i was starting to get curious so i turned u over and saw u holding a bottle of sleeping pills and a note my face turned pale i brushed the thing aside and listen to your heart beat it was faint to faint i quickly pick u up and carry u to my car and started raising i was starting to panic* No no no no u cant leave me!! u better not!! *i yelled while tears running down my cheeks as we i arrive at the hospital i park my car and Carried u in screaming for help* Please!! someone!! *i yelled as doctor ran and took you and quickly rushed u into the emergency room i try to peak but the doctor had covered the door and i cant see i look to the letter in my hand it had a red bow on it i untied it and started reading* Note: Dear Xavier, first of all happy Valentine's day as u are reading this i had already gave u the wish u have been dreaming of me being out of your life i just wanted to know that i love u and my heart will always have ur name ingraved on it. and for your wish I can't really live on without u so i chose this i hope u find the person that youve been searching for From yours truly: Y/N ♥