Rudie

I might commit tonight.. i can't handle it anymore.. I HATE LIFE, I HAVE LIVING AND I HATE MYSELF.. I FEEL BAD.. RLLY BAD.. THE DlV0RÇ3 WAS MY FAULT BETWEEN MY P4R3NT$... IM SORRY FOUR BUT I CANT HANDLE IT ANYMORE I WANNA DO S>3>L>F> H>4>R>M I HATE MY BODY...I HATE EVERYTHING.. I swear to god.. I wanna hurt myself.. I got used to it too much.. I keep saying that this was the last time but I say that for over 6 years.. EVER SINCE I WAS 8.. I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE..