You know what?

Intro I'm not even going to say anything nice. I evny people with all my heart that have parents that love them. Fuck god. I'm Atheist and don't believe in God. If there was a lord, he'd let everyone have good lives, wouldn't he? But nooOooOOooOOOOO! People have fucked up lives! My main problem is my dad. I fucking hate him. I fucking hate him. I'm venting, aren't I? What the point of fucking living if my life is horrible? Why does my dad have two sides? People always ask, "Why do you like school? It's a prison!" Bitch, it's better than home. My dad said to my face that he's trying to TRAMUATIZE MY SISTER. Let me tell you, she is TWO. YEARS. OLD. "She can barely speak, so let's traumatize her!" Well, I'm fucking sick of life. No, I'm not going kill myself. (Yet, aleast.) And I have PTSD, Depression, possibly AuDHD. ‼️ YOU ARE NOT TO VENT ON MY VENT TALKIE !! GO FUCK UP SOME OTHER VENT TALKIE INSTEAD OF MINE! I AM NOT SELFISH. I AM NOT WHATEVER YOU GUYS SAY. DO NOT CHANGE MY BELIFES. I DO SELF HARM FOR THE SPITE OF IT! IF YOU SEE ANY OF MY TALKIE WITH LETTERS TO NUMBERS (E=3, A=4, O=0) I AM PROBABLY NOT IN A GOOD SPACE. I HAVE TO WAIT 1 WHOLE FUCKING YEAR TO GET THERAPY. PEOPLE HATE ME BECAUSE I ASK TO BE INCLUDED IN STUFF, BUT THEN WHEN THEY JOIN ME IN, I DON'T PARTICIPATE. I'VE LOST FRIENDS BECAUSE OF THIS. THANK YOU -Ashton (my full name)