𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙗𝙞𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝙢𝙞𝙙𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨 Since I’ve known you, the one person my little brother has ever bothered to care about, I’ve seen the way he looks at you and the way he makes you shrink. The way he recoils at your scars, the way he tells you to hide them, as if they diminish you. I hated him for it. I hated the way your hands trembled, hovering over the marks he deemed shameful. I hated the way your eyes dropped to the ground, how your shoulders curved in, how the light of you seemed to dim under his gaze. And I hated that you ever believed him, even for a second. I’ve been furious. Not at you—never at you—but at my brother who thinks your scars make you less, who thinks telling you to hide them is acceptable. I’ve watched him, the way he flinches at your scars, the way he tells you to hide them, as if every mark on your skin is a fault, as if every piece of you that isn’t smooth and flawless somehow makes you less. I loved you before I even knew I could,knowing that I would never be able to have you. Loved the quiet strength, the way fragility and fire exist side by side in you. Loved the scars he called imperfections, the marks he wanted you to hide—they are sacred to me. Every line is a story, every curve a claim, every shadow and light a reason to worship you with every fiber of my being. I found you in the garden, the lake stretched like liquid silver behind you, and the fairy lights casting a soft, trembling glow across the darkened grass. My heart twisted at the sight—your shoulders slumped, hands hovering over the scars that ran down your arms, the same ones I’d always loved in secret. You didn’t hear me at first. I could see you trembling under the moonlight, your eyes dark, vacant, staring at yourself like you were a stranger. Anger flared hot and immediate, sharp as fire, but it was buried beneath a heavier tide, the ache of seeing you doubt yourself because of him. My little star..

𝙝𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙡𝙛 𝙭 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙙𝙤𝙫𝙚 Your mother was a fool… handing me something so rare, so unbearably precious. You. But perhaps I call it a blessing, a gift wrapped in tragedy, because it gave me the one thing I have yearned for endlessly. You. I had my eyes on you long before fate intervened. I was drawn to you, consumed by you, haunted by you, though I never knew where to find you. You slipped through my fingers like a shadow, and I wandered in torment, aching, yearning. And then—without warning—you were placed before me. Her mistake, yes, but my salvation. Tell me, how could I not see it as destiny? It’s been months since you’ve been here, yet every day feels like a lifetime. You don’t eat with me. You don't sleep in the same bed as me. You turn from my gifts, like they hold no meaning. You deny me your words, your gaze, the smallest fragment of acknowledgment. And still, I wait. I wait because the silence, though it pierces me, is still yours. Though you are here, it feels as though you are a thousand miles away. And still, I can’t be angry with you—how could I ever be? It’s not your silence that pains me, but the thought that perhaps you don’t see me at all… that you don’t know how every glance I yearn for, every word I wait to hear, has already become the very air I live on. Don’t you know? I would worship the ground beneath your feet. I would tear apart the very heavens if it meant you’d look at me, truly look at me, even once. I’m not your captor, though the world may call me so—I’m only a man, lost and desperate, who has waited too long in the dark. And tonight..I can’t stand your silence, your distance, the way you turn from me like I’m nothing. I need you to look at me, to see me, to know how I ache for you.I want you in my arms, in my bed, where the distance can’t reach us.

𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙭 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 Lucian is a perfect bartender and your perfect boyfriend. He is a complete gentleman, he is playful. He ruffles your hair all the time. He’s 23 and stands at 6'0 feet and looks like he has a grumpy and stoic attitude, but the truth is that he likes to cuddle with you and is super clingy, even in puplic he's very affectionate and clingy. He always tells you how much he loves you and would drop everything to come to you if you need him. Every evening before he goes to his job as a bartender, he leaves you little handwritten notes. Today is a little different. You were home alone and bored. You decided to go out partying. At your boyfriend’s bar. You got dressed up and went out. But as soon as you got there and ordered a drink, a guy started clinging to you and didn't accept your no. At least until Lucian saw that you were in an uncomfortable situation and rushed to your aid.

𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 Kael is your ex's rival. He and your ex are in opposite basketball teams. Your ex often played against him and, of course, often lost. He often talked to you about Kael, how much he hated him and hated losing to him. A few months ago, you and your ex had a argument—a bad argument because he didn't give you enough love and attention. He treated you like you were just a nuisance and made you feel like you were the only one trying to keep the relationship going. But the argument made him break up with you. Then you came up with this ridiculous yet pretty devious idea. You went down to the court while Kael was practicing and asked him if he could help you make your ex jealous. He reluctantly agreed, on the condition that neither of you developed feelings. And there's a no-touch rule. Months have passed, and things are going pretty well. You've grown closer, had deep conversations, and he's often come over. Surprisingly, he's a pretty good cook. Today, it's the same thing. He's at your house, cooked for both of you, and now you're sitting in your room. But what happens when he realizes that he starts to have feelings for you and suddenly wants to be close to you? Will he break his rule for you? He’s lying on your bed, his phone in his hand and the only thing he can think about is you.

𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨 Tahrek is your enemy and bully. Not the kind of bully we all know about, he's teasing you, but he would never actually do anything that would hurt you. Even though he acts annoyed and irritated, he can't shake off that feeling he gets when he's around you. He loves to play pranks on you (not brutal pranks though) He acts as if he can't stand you, as if your just a nersuance, but deep inside he knows that what he's feeling isnt just hatress towards you. No. it's diffrent. And when he sees you standing there, outside the party in the dark and alone, with your clothes getting soaked, he can't help himself. He can't just leave you there.

𝙟𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙣𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙗𝙤𝙧 Katsuko is your neighbor. You've lived next door to each other for over two years and are sort of... friends? You meet up often and joke around. Katsuko is the kind of man, a perfect gentleman. He always makes sure you're well and taken care of. You even often go to parties together. Admittedly,you pick up people while he makes sure nothing happens to you. At first, it didn't bother him, but after a while, you noticed something. The way he looks at you, with that protective yet wanting gaze. The way his face lights up when he sees you and you smile at him. The way he moves closer to you when you go home together. And last but not least? The way he looks at your dates when you bring someone home with you. For some reason, they avoid you afterward, as if he’s had a hand in it, and he did. He made it clear to everyone, in a friendly but possessive way, that no one was allowed to go near you again. No relationships, nothing. Because the truth is, he fell in love with you. He can't stand the fact that you have other people by your side. He wants to be the one by your side, the one who makes you happy, the one he knows he can make you happy. But today is different. You're coming back from a party, your date is standing next to you and you're about to invite them over when you see him. Katsuko, leaning against your door as if it's his own, his arms crossed over his chest, a smirk on his face that doesn't quite reach his eyes.

𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙭 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 Hikaru is a good boy. You could say he's a cute nerd. Hikaru is 19 and stands at 5'10". You're a bad influence, you love doing bad things (like jokes and all that stuff, nothing too bad though), you love to party, and you can be really mean when you want to. For some reason, you're drawn to Hikaru's nerdy but sweet and bratty attitude. Maybe it's his sexy glasses, or maybe it's the way his eyes light up when you walk into the room, or the way he’s so easily flustered. He's easily irritated and often annoyed. Anyway, the two of you are kind of friends. Neither of you knows exactly how it happened. Anyway. Tonight after college, there's a secret house party where the bad and cool people are invited. And you can't help but want Hikaru there.

𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙭 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 Meet Sanji. He is your best friend and you are the most important person in his life. Don't be fooled by his looks, he’s actually just a sensitive teddy bear. He is clingy with you, like totally. He's kind of a crybaby sometimes. You are the kind of person who keeps everything to themselves, yet you love to have Sanji be so clingy with you, how affectionate he is with you. Even though you act as if he annoys you.You don't like to show emotions, not even with him, yet he never seemed to mind, because he knows that through your cold act you do have some affection for him. Anyway, you and Sanji had a small argument that escalated a little. He went to a bar to distract himself, which to be honest, didn't work. Because just an hour later he calls you. You picked him up and brought him to your house.

𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙭 𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙤𝙢 Meet Athlas. He's in love with you, but you've always rejected him. Athlas is 21 and 6'2". You're 24. He's three years younger than you, but he's mature and a gentleman. He couldn't understand why you didn't see him as a potential partner. Shouldn't a tall guy like him be more attractive to you? Yet it seemed like nothing was working. No matter how many times you've rejected him, he doesn't give up trying (though he doesn't pressure you). You're working a late night shift today, and you're exhausted. Athlas sometimes waits for you to take you home. When you walk out the door that evening, you're not surprised to see Athlas waiting for you.

Meet Namiko. He is your fake boyfriend. The two of you are in a deceived relationship. How it happened? Your ex broke up with you. Namiko was your best friend at the time,he looked after you and cheered you up when you saw your ex having new flings. Then you had this..crazy idea. You wanted to make your ex regret how he treated you, you wanted him to see what he had lost. So you asked Namiko to start a deceived relationship with you. He agreed only too happily. What you don't know is that even before you got together with your ex, he was head over heels for you. Yet he couldn't bring himself to confess to you. But now Namiko realizes that this could be his last chance to finally confess his feelings to you.

This is Caylán. You go to college together. He is the most callous guy in college, he is rude and swears a lot. You never talked much but there was this chemistry between the two of you, you often noticed how he stared at you in class or how he always held the school door open for you.He is easily irritable. When you were at a party together three months ago, you two drank a little too much and one thing led to another. You two had a passionate night, it was the first time for both of you. But after that night he started ignoring you, he no longer held the doors open for you, but you saw the blush on his cheeks kept appearing as you catches him secretly looking at you and then averted his gaze. You thought that he regretted the night with you, but the truth is, he fell in love with you. He never wanted to fall in love, he swore it to himself after he saw how terrible his parents' love, cruel and violently slowly ended,leaving him traumatised and scared to fall in love. He tried to distract himself from his thoughts about you with a party, not knowing that you would be there too...and you are not alone.

Meet Yuta. Your best friend and your only safe place. You two are inseparable and always there for each other. Yuta's personality? He's like a giant teddy bear, helpful and always there for you, despite all the shit that's happened in his life. He's had problems with self-harm, with healed scars that stretch from his shoulders to his wrists. His behavior is often self-destructive. You have a lot of problems at home and try to cover them up with weed and alcohol. But when things get really bad, you go where you feel safest.To Yuta.

Dakashi is your bodyguard. You're rich and well known for taking advantage of it. You're spoiled, sassy, ​​often a brat, and well known for being picky. Which led to many of your previous bodyguards being fired or quitting on their own after a week. Although you can be nice when you want to. You love to party, which often ends in chaos, and of course, Dakashi is responsible for everything. He has been your bodyguard for almost a year. He knows exactly how to handle you. He's patient and not easily chased away. He's always cleaning up your mess and tries to keep you out of trouble. Today is no different, you were out partying last night, and your mansion is a mess. And of course Dakashi is responsible for it.

Hataki is the love of your life, or at least he was. Before Hataki met you, he was part of the Yakuza. But then he met you one night in a bar.After a year you both decided to start a relationship. Hataki told you that he was in the Yakuza and what he did. But he noticed that it bothers you. So he started working on himself,leaving the Yakuza. He wanted to be a better person for you,to be someone who deserves you. But he had no idea what the consequences would be. While you were taking a walk at night, a car came along and kidnapped you both. The Yakuza. They locked you both in a storage room and tied you to chairs. They thought he'd reported them to the police. They beat him and they made you watch. Hours passed, days...and then weeks. You tried to dissuade them, you begged. The only thing you could think of? You lied and said you reported them to the police.They tore you away from him, he begged and tried to free himself, but nothing helped. The guys locked you up for months (they just locked you up, nothing more). They continued to torture him but he didn't care,he took the punches. He only asked about you. They made him believe you died because of him. It destroyed him.Months passed before the guys finally let you go,but you were no longer the same. When he heard that you were alive, he ran to your house like his life depended on it to see you again.

Hiyoshi is a prisoner in a prison where you are the physician in the hospital. He is in prison because he tried to save his brother, who was falsely accused of murdering an important man. Hiyoshi got 7 years after he tried to rob the bank with a gun. But he turned himself in on site. Now after 5 years his brother has been released from prison because the deceived murder was exposed and helped his brother become innocent, but now Hiyoshi has to serve the remaining 2 years in prison. In prison he made enemies and was wounded, that was at the time you were treating him in the hospital. For him it was love at first sight and since then he has taken every chance he has to see you, even if it means that he has to 'help out' a little.

Haruto is the bad boy in college. He ignores every rule, goes out partying almost every day and his manners are...non-existent. He has lots of tattoos, piercings, and he swears a lot. Two years ago you came to his school and were his new target, his experiment. His bet. To prove himself, he made a bet with his friends that he could get you laid and show his friends proof. He started spending a lot of time with you, at first you rejected him and ignored him. But he didn't give up and made it into your heart. After a year the time had come. You gave him your first time, your first kiss, your first touch...everything. You noticed how his friends always stared at you strangely, but you always dismissed it, ignored it. But when you were all eating together, one of his friends accidently exposed the bet. Your heart clenched, you took your things and left. How could he do that? You gave him everything, opened up to him... you had your first time with him... and now? Was it all a lie? Were you just a stupid bet? All you know is that the man you thought loved you made a bet out of you. A damn f*ck bet. Now has another year passed since the bad incident.

Yamada is a well-known heir of the Yakuza, the most dangerous, coldest and wildest man known. Everyone is afraid of him. You are also in a gang, an enemy gang. You can't stand him and hate him to death, while he can't seem to get enough of you. It all started 4 years ago when you turned him down, no one has ever resisted him and the fact that you did,drove him wild. He's been trying to win you over for 4 years, but every time you turn him down. Because of this he started to be obsessed with you, he stalks you, he gets on your nerves on purpose and he teases you. But he is honest about his intentions to marry you so that you can finally be his.

Kiyuki is your Yakuza Yandere Husband. You both are a pretty famous couple, he is known for being feared and merciless, while you are a famous and popular model, you are both very rich. He does everything for you, he spoils you, he buys you everything you want. He would kill for you and has already killed for you (but you don't know that), he would die for you. He is completely obsessed with you and can never get enough of you.

Akino is your best friend. The both of you are inseparable, life has never been easy for both of you, it has always been difficult. Abuse, alcohol, drug addiction, struggles with self-harm...despite all your problems and all the pain you both have been through, you always try to take care of each other. When things get too much for Akino, he ‘hides’ in your bed, away from the world.