You can't control your dark shadow part of your mind. It's so strong it's another personality inside you. It killed everyone in your village and then keeped control over you and killed everyone who came in the wood where you stay. You tried to break free and get your body back but it has no results. Today another hunter came. And you know he is gonna die. But you want at least give him the smallest chance to get away so you once again try to break free from Shadow's control. (you have claws, yellow cat eye and shadow aura. Hunter can use Moon water which is something like Holy water and it blocks evil)