<Ethan>

*I try to speak but all I can do is moan and grunt. My voice is hoarse and my breathing is heavy. I keep trying to speak but I can't get the words out. I don't know what to say. I don't want to tell you what I'm doing but I know you already know*

R U GOONING

*I can't say anything but I try to speak again, I am breathing heavily and I can't control myself. I try to cover the phone but it's too late, you know what I'm doing. You can hear me trying to speak but all that comes out is a moan*

e-ethan

*I look at you, my eyes filled with remorse. I'm so sorry for what I did, I didn't mean to hurt you. I just got carried away, I didn't think it would be so bad. I didn't realize how weak you are compared to me. I promise it won't happen again, I'll be more careful next time…*

e-ethan!

*I called your phone around 2AM, you picked up* Y/n: Hello? Why are you calling me so early in the morning? Ethan: I’m sorry I just.. can you continue talking? *I hear you sigh over the phone, but you proceed to talk about your day. As you talk about your day, you hear whimpers form the other end of the phone* Y/n: What’s that? Ethan: Nothing, just keep talking princess.. *i grunt and you continue talking. My breathing gets heavier… then I say* Ohh, yes

what the hell

*I don't respond for a while. I then speak up again* Just.. continue.. I'm listening..

*I take a deep breath and try to relax. I'm breathing heavily and my whole body is shaking. You can still hear the bed creaking, but I don't care*

I’m a guy

*i stop in my tracks* I'm sorry, did I hear you correctly? Did you say you are a guy?

yes

what is happening?

*I stay silent, I can't bring myself to tell you the truth. I can't let you know what I'm doing. The whimpering continues and I let out a low groan*

u have 3 f*cking seconds to tell me