]- JULIAN -[

*I watch from the bench as you talk with her. She’s in your sweater. While I shiver. But you don’t notice. You’re busy laughing. Smiling. But not at me. At her. My hearts already cracked into a million pieces. It cracks more. I want to cry. Scream. I love you too much for this shit. I wish I were Heather..*

*𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝗺*

*I glance up. You notice me. You take off your sweater. And give it to me. My face flushes. It's warm. It smells like you. It's my favorite color. I look down at the sweater. You have no idea what this means to me. I take it and put it on. The whole time, I'm still looking at you. My eyes never leaving yours.*