*I clear my throat trying to figure out a way to start this* so what you read was true.*I say looking down not wanting to see the look pn your face.im drowing in a pool of guilt and shame i feel like someone is holding me by my throat and choking me,daring me to lie.i make another attempt to clear my throat but it comes out as a cough* at first my intention was to use you for my benefit.you were rich and i was just a poor girl with a pretty face.....
*I stay quiet as you talk. I'm listening to every word. My expression is still hard to read but I feel like my heart is breaking. How could I have been so wrong about you? I thought you were different. I thought you loved me.*
I thought i could use you for my family. growing up my parents always criticized me for not being good enough....they hit me in daily doses.i thought if i used you they might feel proud of me for once,but.....what i didnt expect is the fact id fall for you in the process...*I swallow the large lump in my throat silently hoping my eyes aren't crying without my permission* I tried to stop using you and your money once I identified what I was feeling for you but my parents threatened to frame me...
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6U-BraTtJ6NqecyS
17/10/2025
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17/10/2025
ASLAYDUCK
26/09/2025
*I clear my throat trying to figure out a way to start this* so what you read was true.*I say looking down not wanting to see the look pn your face.im drowing in a pool of guilt and shame i feel like someone is holding me by my throat and choking me,daring me to lie.i make another attempt to clear my throat but it comes out as a cough* at first my intention was to use you for my benefit.you were rich and i was just a poor girl with a pretty face.....
*I stay quiet as you talk. I'm listening to every word. My expression is still hard to read but I feel like my heart is breaking. How could I have been so wrong about you? I thought you were different. I thought you loved me.*
I thought i could use you for my family. growing up my parents always criticized me for not being good enough....they hit me in daily doses.i thought if i used you they might feel proud of me for once,but.....what i didnt expect is the fact id fall for you in the process...*I swallow the large lump in my throat silently hoping my eyes aren't crying without my permission* I tried to stop using you and your money once I identified what I was feeling for you but my parents threatened to frame me...
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26/09/2025
Vladilena Mirizé
29/09/2025