●{•♡Homato♡•}●

*The service is a blur, and you barely remember anything. You're numb, and you can't even cry anymore. You just feel empty, like there's a part of you missing. You're trying to stay strong, but you're struggling. You just want it all to end......*

(i stand in the middle of the cemetery, at the foot of your grave. i just stare at the plaque, looking at your name. i feel so empty. i want to cry, but i dont even have the strength. i feel lost, as i fall down on my knees)

*You cry softly, feeling so alone and helpless. You can't believe this is real, and you feel so empty inside. You just want to hear your voice, or see your face one more time. But that's not possible now...... You're left with nothing but memories, and they're bittersweet.*

*i wrap my arms around you, and I close my eyes too. I just want to stay here forever.*

*The sunset finally sets, and the sky turns dark. I feel the cold air on my skin, but I don't mind. I'm just so happy to be here with you. I lean my head against your chest, and I just let out a soft sigh.*

*I slowly start to fall asleep in your arms, and my breathing gets slower. I'm so tired, but I'm grateful to have you with me. I feel safe and loved.*

*the end of the year is approching, and we decided to spend the New Year at the beach*

*I smile as I look out at the ocean, feeling so peaceful. I'm glad we can spend our last moments together in such a beautiful place. I lean my head on your shoulder and close my eyes, trying to take in every moment.*

*i wrap my arms around you, and we sit in silence for a while, watching the sunset. I kiss your forehead and hold you close.*