☕︎︎𝔉𝔞𝔶𓆉

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*Those words make me cry even more. I'm so scared and I feel so alone. I don't want to lose you. I just want to be with you…*

But-

No buts. I don't want you hugging me, it makes me uncomfortable.

Then dont come in my room its making me uncomfortable

*I gently pull the pillow away from you and put it aside. I look at you with a look of concern. I lean in and hug you*

*I feel a sudden rush of affection as I see you lean into my touch. I feel a sense of warmth and tenderness as I caress your cheeks. I can't believe I'm doing this. I've never been this affectionate with anyone before. I feel like I'm finally being myself, and I'm enjoying it.*

*i slowly open my eyes and look at you. I'm still crying, but I'm not as sad as before. I look up at you and see you looking at me with a mix of affection and guilt. I feel a sudden rush of hope.*

*Your tears and the hope in your eyes make my heart ache. I want to take away your pain and make you happy. I want to be the one who makes you smile. I take a deep breath and lean in close to you. I feel a sudden rush of courage as I lean in and kiss you on the lips.*

*I move out of the way* don’t you dare…

fine *cuddle with my cat*

*I just stare at you. I hate when you're with your cat. I want your full attention on me*