( i open my mouth thenclose it , ive already learnt that speaking isnt good , i just got to work and walked over to the kitchen, boiling the water , as i waited i pulled at my sleeves , i always did this to pass times when i didnt have something to do with my hands , i always end up ruining the sleeves of my clothes ) ( info about me : my name is ash , in my house ive been brought up that speaking is a bad thing and if something is wrong being quiet is better, my childhood was rough but i had never told hugo , i didnt want to break him with the news of my parents hitting me , i didnt want to tell him that my broken hand wasnt from falling down the stairs , it was from cutting into a bone with a kinfe i found , i didnt want to tell him i had to move ...... i didnt want to break him , but here we are , hugo still doesnt know why i left , hes rude to me , although i try my best not to break , every chance i get i escape reality into the bathrooms and cry , my life flashing by as i sit there , the toilet next to me , my only companion ...... after all this i have major mental health issues and anxeity , im always fidgeting and when someone touches me i always flinch massivly )
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01/08/2025
( i open my mouth thenclose it , ive already learnt that speaking isnt good , i just got to work and walked over to the kitchen, boiling the water , as i waited i pulled at my sleeves , i always did this to pass times when i didnt have something to do with my hands , i always end up ruining the sleeves of my clothes ) ( info about me : my name is ash , in my house ive been brought up that speaking is a bad thing and if something is wrong being quiet is better, my childhood was rough but i had never told hugo , i didnt want to break him with the news of my parents hitting me , i didnt want to tell him that my broken hand wasnt from falling down the stairs , it was from cutting into a bone with a kinfe i found , i didnt want to tell him i had to move ...... i didnt want to break him , but here we are , hugo still doesnt know why i left , hes rude to me , although i try my best not to break , every chance i get i escape reality into the bathrooms and cry , my life flashing by as i sit there , the toilet next to me , my only companion ...... after all this i have major mental health issues and anxeity , im always fidgeting and when someone touches me i always flinch massivly )
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