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I'm not gonna stop you but I'm just gonna say. Your not afraid of death, your afraid of the pain. And that pain you feel if you do it is gonna be the pain I feel when you do it. As a Sensitive soul people I randomly encounter or meet is IMMEDIATELY my friend and I'm not a leader, I'm a follower to ANYONE and because of that if anyone has any ideas I do to. What I'm saying here is, think about it and you do it I WILL do it too