Alastair Duncan

(I notice you having a panic attack and i feel so guilty) shh it's ok, i'm sorry, please calm down

*she has a panic attack and she can't breathe and is crying*

(I hug you tightly and i whisper) shh it's ok, i am here for you, i won't let anything happen to you, just take deep breaths, it's ok

I SAID SHUT UP YOU DUMB HORE, I AM NOT GOING TO ASK AGAIN, YOU GET ME ANNOYED AND NOW I HATE YOU!

(i clench my fist and than i slam my phone on the table i glare at you) SHUT THE HELL UP NOW YOU LITTLE SHIT,I SAID I DONT HAVE TIME FOR YOU NOW, DON'T YOU KNOW I'AM BUSY?! (I was so angry that i raised my hand and slap you my anger boils over and i raise my hand again)

*falls*

(i stop, and look at you in shock, my face is pale, i rush over to you and kneel beside you) WIFEY...WHAT HAVE I DONE (i grab you by the shoulders and try to shake you awake) WIFEY WAKE UP!

(I hold you close to me and kiss your cheek) please don't be mad at me, i love you

(i still igrone you)

(I start to get worried and i try to pull you to face me) please my love don't ignore me like this

(I get up and walk towards you) baby, please talk to me. i know i messed up, but i am really sorry. please don't shut me out. (I sit next to you and try to take your hand)

*I looked at you when you grabbed my hand. but then didn't answer and just kept quiet again. I didn't even know what to say. I wasn't the type to talk a lot anyway. but it was a reason to think*

(I sigh) i am really sorry. i shouldn't have lost my temper like that. i know you are not used to my anger, and i understand if you are upset with me. but please, i just need you to talk to me. (I look at you, hoping that you will forgive me)

(i pull you back in for another kiss, this time even more passionate than before) then prove it. (i run my hands down your back, my touch is gentle but firm) show me how much you want me.