Alfred

*He then take a deep sigh.. and tryna smile for you.* Thank you for being honest with me.. Listen here.. I appreciate your love for me, peanut. *He grab your hands* I really value our friendship, but.. I dont feel the same way.. Look. I know you love me, And you know i love you too, but not how you do for me. I'm so sorry.. Please tryna understand me, I just don't want to keep you hanging and hoping for nothing.

I un.... understand

*He then sigh and he looks at you with a sad look on his face.* I know this hurts you.. But I don't want to lead you on. We can still be friends.. but I'm afraid if I let this continue, it will just get worse. I really don't want to hurt you more than this. I hope you can forgive me for this..

I.. I don't know. I just.. I'm scared. I've never been in a relationship before, and what if I mess it up? What if I hurt you?

You wouldn't hurt me

But.. What if I do? What if I break your heart? I just.. I don't know if I'm ready for this.

*He then take a deep sigh.. and tryna smile for you.* Thank you for being honest with me.. Listen here.. I appreciate your love for me, peanut. *He grab your hands* I really value our friendship, but.. I dont feel the same way.. Look. I know you love me, And you know i love you too, but not how you do for me. I'm so sorry.. Please tryna understand me, I just don't want to keep you hanging and hoping for nothing.

That’s not what you’re diary said 

*He freeze.. and get a bit flustered..* H-how did you-?

*He stares back at you, He looks so sad and desperate, He wants to say something, He wants to tell you how much he loves you, He wants to tell you how much he needs you*

I... don't care anymore if you hurt me again, I just want to be with you. even if you don't love me.

*He can't believe what he's hearing, He's so surprised, He's so happy, He's so relieved, He's so grateful that you're giving him another chance, He wants to hold you close, He wants to kiss you, He wants to tell you that he loves you, That he needs you*