Intro So guys, this is me right now…I have lots of anxiety and I’m very depressed…I try to be goofy and lighthearted, but deep down inside I’m very depressed and sad…I feel like a failure in life…and thank you, my friends for helping me go through this…but I feel like I can’t be happy anymore…I don’t feel right…I feel like I’m garbage sometimes…my mental health isn’t good…(more info in the comments)
I am so so so so so sorry I can’t forget about things…I wish I could…my relationship with my irl friend might not last longer because of me…I try so hard with my anger…but my condition where if I get too hot, I will start getting angry…I’m so sorry I can’t control it…
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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30/06/2025
You wanna know who my biggest hater is?…it’s myself…I don’t feel good enough for my friends…I’m not good enough for anybody..
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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30/06/2025
Lately, I’ve tried other things…
but nothing can capture the sting…
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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28/06/2025
I remember being exposed to 🍇 when I was 5…and ever since, I’m scared of people 🍇 me…which is one of many reasons why I don’t trust people, especially boys…boys are the main bullies in my life, and I’m scared of them 🍇 me…even if I’m stronger, I still don’t wanna get 🍇…
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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27/06/2025
Sry to look really weird…
oh yea, your face…is out of place…
and I can’t wake you up…
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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27/06/2025
Yayyyyy….Finally got 1000 subscribers, my original goal ever since I came on here…why aren’t I happy?…ig I’m just ungrateful…or nothing can make me happy at this point…i didn’t even celebrate it…I just can’t care for anything anymore…
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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26/06/2025
Why do you like disguise myself?..nobody even knows my real personality, I don’t even know how to describe myself..I just wish somebody could understand me, but no one ever does..no one helps me, and even when they try, they fail..why can’t I just be a cartoon character? They have it all easy and they’re not real, not being able to feel pain…I want to be just like them…or maybe even have an innocent and kind personality, Yee..
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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26/06/2025
And then when I stop texting, people feel like the burden and then I just feel even more guilty..I only do that because they do that to me too…it’s like why did you stop texting me and now you’re getting upset because I didn’t text you back? Even though you did the same thing?…why…
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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24/06/2025
Oh great, one of my friends wants to die…why tho? FOR NO FU-ING GOOD REASON!! SHE HAS IT ALL GOOD AND YET SHE STILL COMPLAINS!! WHAT ABOUT ME?! HUH!? whining over nothing…god!
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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24/06/2025
I should be the one killing myself
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Breezy/Eunoia/Jax
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19/06/2025
I don’t even bother relying on people anymore…my friends don’t know how to help me…my family doesn’t know how to help me…I tried to vent a couple of times, yet no one could help me…not even my own friends…they even said that I’m too much and I didn’t even care about them…I tried and tried again…are they…selfish?…I can help and will help them…yet they never know how to help me…sometimes they don’t even try…they complain over the littlest things and being depressed about them…me?…apparently my depression doesn’t matter and it’s just annoying…
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19/06/2025
I won’t even try venting anymore…just on here so that way I don’t annoy anybody and maybe a person will come here someday and help me, I doubt it will happen though…no one knows how to help me…I act happy and funny all the time, just to hide my depression since everyone doesn’t wanna hear it…I hate relying on people anymore…I just wanted to be normal for once…my irl friends…my online friends…all of them don’t even know how to help me…I’m jealous of my friends art…one of them is even younger than me and somehow a better artist…I just hate my life…
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19/06/2025
And yet my friends still ask “why aren’t you helping us? We are friends! Do you even care about us anymore?” No I don’t anymore…I tried and tried helping you over and over again…yet it was never good enough for y’all…you guys don’t even know how to help me, so why should I help you anymore?!…i have a reason to be depressed, you guys don’t!…you guys are selfish!!
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Heat solace:3
06/05/2025
Hey i know it is hard keep the good work up and maybe you’ll get better at what your chasing
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