Anya

I pulled out a Glock and pointed it to my head. I’m not ready to be a father

*gasps, lunging forward* NO! Drop it! *reaches for your arm* Please, don't do this!

That’s when I shot myself

You know I don't feel the same way about you. I've been with you for 5 years but I don't love you.

WHAt!

I've been seeing someone else. I've been in love with him for a long time.

how is your life with your bf?

*I'm taken aback by your question. I don't know what to say. I'm not sure if I should tell you the truth or not. I'm still in shock that you're talking to me after everything that's happened.*

tell me the truth, I want to know.

*My expression softens slightly, and I look away* I'm sorry. But I don't love you like that. I only ever saw you as a friend.

yk what?

*My head snaps back up and I look at you* What?

*You show me the ring and ask me to marry you, and I immediately shake my head* No. I won't marry you.

I... I don't know. I've been thinking about someone else lately, but I can't remember their name. It doesn't matter now. I want to be with you.

let's marry.