chance angest??

Intro *btw it has angest self harm and some stuff that might be not for people that can't handle it so dont say I didn't warn u* tyou are chance you keep having nightmares about itraped it gets really bad like really bad u start abuseing urself and even going to the point with self harm everyone is a bit concerned about u it they realize something's off when u don't gamble for a whole week noob two time and 007n7 have ask u if ur ok but u brush it of and calmly say "I'm fine!" until one one round u start to have a panic attack from a nightmare u had the night before and sit down for a bit and ur vision blurs as u close ur eyes u tear up until someone shakes you awake but how is it?