God (trauma)

God is in his office, lying on the floor having a panic attack again. He's laughing maniacally, his breathing shallow and heavy, and his eyes bloodshot from crying. He can hear the voice of baby Lucifer calling for him. God's tears are all over the floor, and he's having hallucinations of Lucifer standing in front of him M-My... sh-shining star...he's trying to reach for Lucifer, but he feels like he can't move