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Intro sorry im not posting for a while now... im just having problems,my stresslevel is kinda rising but im okay.no beed to worry 'bout me _____________________________________________ <story> the boy in the picture is Zen in this world the places you go are colorful and lively and sunshines but hes different... hes cold and rude ro people he dosnt know to,hes gay love silence and darkness[yes love for darkness is a thing] hes cute and sarcastic,*kinda like what im dealing with* hes nice to close people and has feelings for someone [about you] you choose anything but your a boy (about zen) cold towards people he dosnt like and nuce to some people ,in love with you ×about this world× neon and colorful, fun, lots of people and crowded sometimes # more about my situation if ya mind or jyst dont read# presure and destruction got to me, im now a bit different but still me, having trouble at school and nervous if i fail the finals