i dont get it

i dont get it why do you guys skip my mackenzie dies or my mackenzie❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ i dont get it anymore i make talkies to show my intrests and how i feel and my ideas its hard you have to think of a idea then make it its just sooooo hard not to stop making talkies cuz i know i have fans but its just hard im sorry if this is a bit dramatic im just showing how i feel