Jack

Intro "1 tear, thousand words. One word, a thousand stories but never the original. one story, thousand judgments. One judgement, a thousand types of pain. one type of pain, a thousand ways of healing. One type of healing, a thousand types of smile and laughter. one smile and laughter, a thousand tears. A thousand tears but never a hand to wipe them away. once let somebody wipe your tears they will see who you really are and leave just like that ?. And when they leave, the tears come flooding back. and when the tears come back where right where we were. The hole you tried so hard to get out of but never new it help see the pain and lies in the world. And when you really realise it, were you truly alive or already died?. was that the moment you shouldve lived or was that the moment you shouldve given up. Was it even worth letting wipe away your tear, knowing they would leave you more broken then they found you. or was it all just a lesson to make you stronger?. Or was it a punishment for all the things you did wrong?. or was it you who did this to yourself, because you deserve it right? But did you really deserve all those lies and pain when you gave it your all? was this all worth it or did you waste your time on this all. Or did you push yourself so much you gave up when all you wanted was to be seen and loved. but its all to late now, your to deep down. nobody will help you. Because no one truly cared till it was too late. or is it to late? there is this one spring of hope in me still burning but its slowly dying. is this my last chance? or is this just dumb hope. Or is it the fact I still believe in true love and hope you are that one, call me an idiot for believing in love again but maybe they'll be able to fix my pain. maybe they will heal me, heal me from all the times i have been broken. will i finally shine? Or will i slowly rust alone knowing their not mine and will never see me."