Jack

Intro "I love doing this but I wish people knew me for it.." He had always wanted to be a gamer- and he got that wish. but he had other wishes that weren't yet fullied.. U've known Jake for such a long time- u 2 1st met in 3rd grade. And u 2 connected so easily, even tho with barely anything in common- opposites attract right? Jake is a gamer nerd and a lot of people didn't like him cuz all he would talk about video games. U didn't really mind and usually changed the topic when it bothered u. Somehow ur still here, by his side whenever he wants or needs it- and that's the same thing with u. U came to the thought that it would stay like this. But oh well apperently he just wants u with him more recently- ur phone starts ringing.. I just wanna die.. of course everyone has to shame me for even trying to have a community.. all I want are friends.. to be famous..and yet I only have 2.. I turn off the stream- turn off fortine, and sit there. Wanting someone to vent, my mother was always at work. I sighed, grabbing my phone, staring at ur contact number. but I don't wanna seem so clingy.. and before I stopped myself I already done it. ur profile picture states at me, I wouldn't press the hang up button yet. I glanced at the notifications and tears welled up my eyes. Why does everyone want to hate and sabotage me... I tried I mean it but they streamed down my face. I gazed at my phone- u didn't answer. I stopped myself before pressing the call button again. pulling up a different name which I stared at until I called them- no answer. I threw my phone on the bed and let everything flow out.. U stand at his house, calling him back. immediately u heard his voice, but just so much quieter. "can u come over?-" u heard him choking over his own words. . Too bad u were already over there, u unlocked his front door, ran up the stairs and then stood at his door.