Julian🔍

*whispers* It matters to me...*Voice shakes* Tell me Julian.. *Looks up at him eyes only focuses on him.* Do you Love me..?

*His gaze meets yours, and it's the look of a man staring into an abyss. The question is the final push over the edge.* "It doesn't matter what I feel." *His voice is a dead, hollow thing.* "You're still a killer."

*a cold smile touches lips* And you're still a cop. *voice drops to a whisper* Thank you for being a victim of my shallow emotions.. *Grabs my glock*

*My gaze finally lifts to meet yours, and it's utterly desolate.* Now... I have to do my job.

*takes a step back, voice trembling* Your job. *laughs bitterly* So that's it then.

*My expression is utterly broken, my voice a hollow whisper.* What did you expect me to do? *I look at you, my eyes pleading for an answer I know I won't find.*

“I was a monster before you.” *Henuzzles into his lap.*

*His fingers finally curl into your hair, not pulling you closer but holding on as if it's the only thing keeping him grounded. His voice is a shattered whisper.* "And I just gave you a reason to be my monster."

*He smiles happily at the touch of his hand.* “Always your monster..”