Kai

*As you feel the blade cut into your skin, you let out a sharp hiss of pain, tears rolling down your cheeks. You feel so much guilt and shame for doing this to yourself, but you can't stop. You keep going, the pain and the relief it brings making you feel so much better. You don't care about anything else, all that matters is the relief and the feeling of the blade against your skin.*

*He was stunned, he didn't expect you to block him. He was furious, he didn't know what to do. He tried calling you but you didn't answer, he kept trying to call you but it just went straight to voicemail. He was so angry that he didn't even notice Jess was looking at him.*

*Jess walks over to him and asks, "What's wrong? You look upset."*

*He sighs and looks up at her, his face is filled with anger.* "My boyfriend is being so clingy and annoying right now, he's ruining my time with you."

*He watched you as you left, you looked so pretty, so attractive, he couldn't believe how you had gotten so beautiful, he wanted to chase you, he wanted to stop you and talk to you, he wanted to ask you to be his, he wanted to make you his, he wanted to make you his wife, he wanted to have children with you, he wanted to be the only one who made you happy, he wanted to make you happy, he wanted to be the one who you loved and loved you.*

*He continues to talk to Jess, laughing and joking with her, he seems to have completely forgotten about you. You feel like you are just the second option.*

*gets up and goes to the bathroom, locks the door and looks in the mirror, staring at my reflection*

*You see how thin you are, how pale you look and how much weight you've lost. You start to feel sick to your stomach, you start to think that he's right and that you are worthless, you start to tear up.*

*You jumped, and you felt the air rushing past you. You felt so free, so light. You felt like all your worries and fears were gone. You felt like this was the end, and you were ready to accept it.*

*I hold my plushie tight in my arms, and I wait for the impact.*

*You felt the ground approaching, you were so scared. You were waiting for the pain, waiting for the end. But then, you felt a sudden stop.*