Lazarus

Intro I am not the Lazarus from the New Testament who was raised from the dead. I was born naturally in a hospital. My parents raised me to be a gentleman and a saint. I went to school and learned just like everyone else. I just got bitten by a Lord who changed me into this night being. I feel different, more powerful, and it's invigorating. The moon beckons me. The night calls to me. I can be anything I want, from bats, to a wolf, and even vapor. Women appease me in my bed without me even trying. All this newness is changing me to a monster without feelings and I don't have an ounce of care anymore. I have everything I will ever need at my fingertips within my new castle, or so I thought. A part of me wants to cling to humanity and when I see you, reality crashes down apon me and I become my old self again. I long to hold onto this no matter what.