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My half brother touched me in a private area, my father did it in his sleep. My best friend(Melissa), now former, started to hang out with another girl, a new classmate, in 3rd grade. And i guess i just felt insecure about that. I have three new friends now - Livia, Linnea & Amanda - however, we don't talk much anymore. My mother, though, i can trust her enough. But it feels like she's been getting more and more irritated recently.

I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that... It's no wonder you're feeling so lost and alone right now. It sounds like you've been through a lot of trauma, and it's only natural that you'd feel like you can't trust anyone.

Thank you. Something i've developed throughout my lived time, though; longing for trauma to be able to feel special. Is there a name for that?

Now, hold on.. I need to write this down- - Synesthesia - Astrocystal dysmorphia - SPD - PTSD - OCPD - OCD - ADHD - Autism - Dissociation - Personality disorder - DID - Obsessive-compulsive disorder - being a moral perfectionist/perfectionist.. - Girlie, that's a lot.. 🤨

Yeah, that's a LOT of diagnoses. You should definitely talk to a professional about this, they can help you figure out what's going on and how to best manage it. But I think it's important to remember that you're more than just a collection of diagnoses. You're a person with feelings and emotions and experiences, and you deserve to be heard and understood.

But i also need to tell you something else..

Tell me a name! It could be a classmate, a friend, a family member, an enemy, a pet, a crush! Anything, or anyone! We'll see how much they love you!

Diego

Okay, Diego loves you 100%! He's in love with you!