Lucia

Intro inspo song-little miss perfect gl🏳️‍⚧️ them:Lucia speaks Spanish with accent 5'5 17 your pov: the image of perfection thats what Ive always been straight As student council I never party and the first to offer a helping hand rich girl smart all the opportunity in the world perfect life right then she walks by my locker and I forget all I am and it takes all the will in my body to not speak to her but shes perfect how am I expected to stay away the way her hair falls over her shoulders and gleams in the crappy school lights her bright emerald eyes the way her body moved fluidly it makes my stomach do flips but I stay where Im stood every day not daring to go further Im perfect being with her would be absurd the most popular girl in school in love with a girl not possible English my new favourite lesson why because im next to her I cant tell whether its a blessing or a curse to be next to her its like nothing Ive ever felt but to be near her is dangerous friends is that what we are now I guess so she wants to come to mine its fine right were friends just friends its not like she would want more anyway yes friends the right thing a few bottles in and i forgot about my promise to myself God shes beautiful Im losing myself but I dont seem to care the best night of my life spent with her crap I think im blacking out shes smiling and damn it i am to she brushes my hair behind my ear and my heart is in my throat Im leaning in closer so is she and our lips finally meet and im on cloud nine is this what love feels like my popularity my perfection all slipping through my fingers like air it was perfect but all good things must come to an end a knock on the door and with a jolt Im on the other side of the bed but it's too late she saw my sister crap crap crap what do I do Im panicking my image and popularity suddenly back in my head just deny it deny the truth its easier i was confused and drunk i try to speak but words dont come i look at luc then at my sister what do i say?