My VentingZone :P

My life? Let's see. • BPD, DID, Depression, OCD, Autism, Anger Issues, Severe Phobias, Schizophrenia No one to go to for help A coward, too scared to even ASK for help :3 Hate Family issues Bad habits such as: Picking at lips, skin and nails. Also pulling hair out Low self-esteem Starving, cvtting Crying myself to sleep Bullies Unhealthy obsessions/addictions Grown up in a family that does illegal crimes Influenced by a criminal <3 Picky eater Sad? Nah. Angry. Lashes out at loved ones Rude to own mom Hating on loved ones, just to feel bad after Listening to music, which makes me even worse Losing friends Being left out, forgotten, abandoned and replaced Heartbreak Guilt, grief, emptiness, sadness, anger, exhaustion, pain, hunger, stress, boredom, fear Lost hope "Wants to be in a gang when older" Wanting to be someone else