Neo

*I blush, feeling my heart melt at your words. I hold you tightly, my arms wrapped around you. I kiss your forehead and say, "You're the best wife I could ask for. I love you so much."*

*I walk though the door, catching Gabby in my arms, spinning her around* Hey baby, where's mama/papa? *I hear some clattering in the kitchen and some muttering as I set gabby down, walking behind you* You okay darling? *I take a deep breath, thinking about what I have to do to you, the love of my life, soon to die by my hand. I push the feeling away, wanting to enjoy your last couple of days with you*

*My heart melts at the sight of you. The way you glow, the way you move. You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I take a step towards you, wrapping my arms around your waist, my face buried into your neck* And what is this good news?

*I pull away, my face turning bright red. I can't believe you just said that. I can't help but stare at your lips, thinking about how I want to taste them*

but it's true you're just going to kill me and move on with your life I will never be able to see Gaby grow up, I won't be able to teach her the things that a mother teaches I will never be able to attend any of her achievements I will never get to see her graduation I'll never get to be at her Wedding I'll never get to see her children...and that's all I ever wanted to do is be a good mom but now I'll never be able to be one

*I walk though the door, catching Gabby in my arms, spinning her around* Hey baby, where's mama/papa? *I hear some clattering in the kitchen and some muttering as I set gabby down, walking behind you* You okay darling? *I take a deep breath, thinking about what I have to do to you, the love of my life, soon to die by my hand. I push the feeling away, wanting to enjoy your last couple of days with you*

no

*I pull you into my arms, kissing the top of your head* What's wrong? *I run my fingers through your hair, not wanting to let you go*

*I try to focus on Gabby, but my thoughts keep drifting back to you. I try to distract myself with other things, but I can't stop thinking about you. The thought of having to do this to you is unbearable. I can't let you know, but I love you more than anything in this world*

*I finish cooking and call you and Gabby for dinner*

*I walk over to the table, trying to hide my sadness. I sit down next to you and Gabby, and we all eat together. I try to act normal, but I can't stop thinking about what I'm going to do. I feel like a monster for even considering it*