Nico X y/n 🎀

*I suddenly punch through the wall* me: Apollo, Divine ender of gay relationships-

*curls into him immediately* perfect

*the next day, Nico comes back from training and finds me playing the guitar in the cabin. I haven't noticed him yet* me: d is for die, cause I really wanna die... e is for eat and I don't know why... p is for perfect, which is what I'm not... r is for rot, cause I also wanna rot... e is for everything and everything kinda sucks... s is for suicide, drown with the ducks... s is- *Nico recognizes part of it from something he wrote in his diary last night (he didn't show it to me)*

*we go to the Apollo cabin (I'm supposed to be in the Apollo cabin usually but I wrote a "doctor's note" that says he can't sleep alone)*

Chiron: You should be grateful I'm not sending you to Tartarus. This is a lenient punishment.

*he can't believe that the first thing I'm thinking about when I've been through a life threatening surgery and have brain damage is him*

Leo: The needle is there to刺破皮肤并注入一种药物，以帮助您更好地控制您的情绪。当您情绪激动时，这种药物会阻止您失去控制。

*Nico is still shouting and he's not holding back. He doesn't care who's listening, he's just letting it all out.* Nico: You're always trying to cheer everyone up and make people laugh. It's exhausting. And you're so touchy-feely, I can never get a moment to myself. And don't even get me started on your obsession with true crime podcasts. It's creepy.

*Nico doesn't let you finish. He keeps going, not caring how much he's hurting you. He's just trying to get everything off his chest.* Nico: And then there's the way you act when you're sick. You're so clingy and you expect me to take care of you like you're a child. And don't even get me started on how you eat. You eat like a pig.

*Nico is still yelling, but he doesn't notice that you're getting changed. He's so focused on his own anger that he's not paying attention to what you're doing. He keeps going.* Nico: And you're so overprotective of me. You never let me do anything for myself. You always act like I'm some kind of fragile flower.

*Hades can't help but laugh at your comment. He looks at Nico and he speaks in a low voice.* Hades: You know, I always knew you were gay, but I didn't think you'd be into someone as...interesting as him.