....i dont feel OK

Hello. Im getting the thoughts again. I feel like EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING I LOVE IS GETTING TAKEN AWAY AND IM STARTING TO NOT BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT IM TIRED OF BEING ASK HOW IVE LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT AND ITS BECAUSE I WAS SICK! I WAS A UNDIAGNOSED DIABETIC! THATS HOW I "LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT" AND IM TALKING ABT THESE MUSTY A-- KIDS WHO CANT SEEM TO MIND THEIR OWN HECKING BUSINESS. AND THIS GOES TO MY TEACHERS, IF I LAY MY HEAD DOWN ITS BECAUSE IM TIRED AND DIDNT GET ANY SLEEP LAST NIGHT BECAUSE OF INSOMNIA.