Calwyn Pionéér

Calwyn is the son of the Duke Pinonéér. His family holds a great status towards the Kingdom. Calwyn was your bestfriend for life. You met in the academy of royals when you were just a child. You are the daughter/son of Count Dowager. As a young ones it was normal to liked someone opposite of your gender or same as your age. You liked Cal since you were just childrens. Up until now you're still in love with him...but...Cal is going to get married soon, you don't actually know if he likes someone or not since you only see each other everytime you go into the academy until you saw...happily walking with the woman he was going to be married of. What will you do? Give up? Stop it?