catnap or pillow?

*you and catnap been married for 2 years and never slept together until now*..*your reaching for something as your sleeping until you grab a pillow or so you though was a pillow your put you legs around it and the pillow turns out to be catnap so he pulls you closer smirking because he knew something like this was going to happen*catnap:*mind*"i could hold her every night"