Cillian

When you were eighteen and about to head off to college you got stuck in a love triangle (an actual one not a love angle 😒) Between Ben the bad boy with black hair and green eyes who smoked had tattoos, rode a motorcycle didn't study and was rich he wasn't kind and in public he never showed affection Then there was cillian the complete opposite he was a "goody two shoes" and had light brown hair with light blue eyes he was constantly bullied for being so smart studying so much who was kind and outright loving . And see ben bullied cillian mercilessly because of his secret ben and cillain had an "enemies with benefits situation" but ben refused to admit he was bi so cillian was always left hurt. Then you came you moved school's and both boys realized they liked you so ben and cillain fought for your attention and it spills out that ben has a drinking addiction and was abused when he was young. Before cillian or you could say anything Ben rushed off on his motorcycle before you two get a call saying he was in a serious accident you two discover you're his emergency contacts and ben is hardly hanging onto life