Erasermic(angst)

so you know that voice in your head that just tells you nobody loves you not even your family they only pretend? Nobody wants you you're just a burden to others? That cuz i have been feeling that i have been feeling insecure aboit my body im actually only happy for others sake i always fake a smile i never cry in front of others cuz im saving my tears when i have to cry myself to sleep and even after that i hide my pain under a smile this isnt to help me feel better and subs its for comfort i say im fine, im not, i say i wanna be alone, i dont so you're Aizawa and you've just been having a bad week