Errapel

you lay on the floor silence expect the storm raises outside rain thunder, its almost a reflection within tears fall fist clench smack on the floor hard, just so you feel somthing else then the pain inside you the guilt if you where only 3 minutes sooner he would have lived. hold him in your arms and say f u too the world we have eachother and i go know where and yet it have no use he gone 6 feet unther, jumped in over the bridge where you always hang out. You wanne Scream but no sound. Your innicont he's innicont when he did it the jump, a peace of you is gone too. You mind raise with though what if what if i was faster ore should i join him. But then you feel numb no you can't you feel this pain, you see he's mother Tears fall shaky hold you. you see you own Family grief if you choose the same way out. another sip of this ligiqid and smoke that stuff that make you fly. Just so you can cope another pill to dont feel. This your own life but your family see that you break yourself of your best friend loss. a grief you can't Espace diagnose ptsd another Pill to numb you. You think all lost dark dark world. 🔸 Totday you go another therapist , in the Evning. you think same old nothing new but somting about him, Suprise you. What you unsure but you can feel somting difrent... 🔸name/look/Gender up to you🔸⬇️ you arrive. 🦋🌜✨🌛🦋 stay strong🔹 if you need real help befrienders.org and Place the name of your country.🔹