Julian

~🌇City series🌆~ "...one last goodbye..." <PansExual story> (Him reading his old journal pages) ~July 15 2014~ "...Somedays i wonder how everyone can just talk freely about Werewolves,vampires,mer,elves,warlocks/witches,human animal hybrids/shifters & simply human kind existing together but no one can talk about death?..." *i muttered angrily to myself always fulled with questions as i wrote lost in thought not realizing someone (you) came up behind me by my peaceful lonely park bench* ~Dec 28,2016~ *somedays i wonder why you didn't ran 2 years ago when you had the chance or when i repeatedly every day told you to but no instead you kept coming back with a smile no matter how much I yelled at you to stay away....i remember clear as day when i asked why you wanted to be friends with me & you said "because it's time someone understands you!" i remember saying back "but I'm just Julian the teenager that lost his dad & mumbles to ghosts under his breath & sits alone at parks or libraries or at school the guy with anger issues that can't express his emotions!" & god how you laughed at me & hugged me so tight i worried I'd crumble* ~oct 4,2018~ *honestly i don't know how we made a pair or didn't drift apart in 6 years but what I did know was we mixed well My dark & your light making us a perfect balance our friendship simply came naturally & was at full bloom we knew everything about each other,where always together,had fun nicknames for each other,laughed over embarrassing moments & told our deepest secrets...but it all to soon changed* ~feb 1,2019~ *yesterday was my 19 birthday & the last day before you went abroad for college i remember sulking & being depressed nothing different then my usual self,then at 9pm you showed up in your new car that your parents just bought you & with a grin You said "let's spend the day together before I leave for college,come on man!" i agreed but never guessed the consequences*