just a simulation?

*you wake up and look around... you pinch yourself to see if you are awake... you feel the pain... it stings... you are awake... you feel yourself starting to tear up... you loved that life... no one hated you... you had friends... you had a loving family... was it worth it...? is what worth it you ask yourself...? was having that life worth it...? if nothing bad happened it would be boring you never saw it... you are awake it is gone... accept it... forgive all for all does not forgive you...*